Update:)

When otw home it's always some time that I can do some update.
So tmr is my off day again
Got to go nsc appt.
Bt no one could  company me go leh.
10.40Am is nth like working day right?
Still have to wake so early.
Today when I head out to work,
I saw a black cat we stare each other for quite awhile.
I believe everyone heard before black cat is unlucky.if u saw them means ur that day will be a bad one, bt eg china some country think is a lucky one.bt I guess today I am unlucky d.
Had a really bad mood today..
Towards work towards everything.
Okay I have been inform this wkend my boss will come test me about cashiering ,another thing is this wkend I be working with a China lady and a Indian boy.
Kind of scare I can't handle all..pray hard everythings goes well.
Am I really not a good friend?I start to wonder not all can accept my attitude.
I think some will just gossip behind me.
Okay back to work.

Today is consider d last day working with matt,
Cause he is taking leave 2weeks,I not sure if there's is chance we work tgt.cause by then I am not sure if I am still working here or if we will be shedule tgt not.really Very nice to meet him.
Okay I agree at first I really dislike him,
Cause talking to him like won't answer d very cold.when time pass we did talk, bt I and him seems can't really click very well compare to others Colleagues and him.
Sorry ah I keep talk nonsense as I really not good in talking so nonsense is d only way can make d silent mode feel better.I hope he  did not dislike me uh or hate me uh .. althru I tend to black face and bad mood bt I am harmless haha..
Okay la hope him have a nice trip to Japan and also all d best to his soon to be enlistment.
Thanks for guiding and helping me along in work.
I appreciate and thankful althru I did not say.

So now pray hard this wkend will went smoothly..
And I hope at least tmr I enjoy my off day.

Ps: I wan learn smoking la hu wan teach me haha: x

23 facts about me.

~My full name is: Ong mei ying
~23Year old this yr.
~I am a April baby.
~Height: 145cm
~A pink person.
~in love with hello Kitty.
~Don't eat vegetables.
~Stay with grandma.
~I not a pro in drawing eyebrow.
~Sensitive and over think person.
~I have 2dogs
~Temper is bad.
~Cry easily.
~My weakness points:friendship.
~Tend to feel lonely.
~Love my grandma.
~Seldom eat sweets.
~milk cookie chocolate or choco with nuts preferred.
~love to watch drama.
~Shoe size 35-36.
~hate backstabber and faker.
~Am a night owl.
~Always say diet bt never do.

Update abit again

Hi..
Today should be my 5th day of work.
So far so gd.
I getting use to it really fast.
Well till now I yet to meet my boss randy. .
Bt heard from math both Randy and strawbarry
Are really good I yet to really know.
Bt I hope what he say is correct.
Let me intro my colleagues.
♥My fafa
----->she is really friendly and we talk alot
From gossip to complain to update each others with news. Haha okay we very click d lorh
She is really a sweet girl rmb that day she say to me "I have her and she will sayang2 me".when I break down to cry regarding fs issue.
Rmb That Time we had a dare  haha so I dare, so she say will give bdae present leh..whether real or fake just really nice to have u as a colleague and as a friends.. I love you ♡♡♡♡
We also say haha if wan change job change tgt,
Next event also must work tgt.. I hope if one day we nt working tgt our fs will still lasts.
♥Math
----->okay been working with him for fews day,
Okay I agree at first I think he very dao:x talk to him won't answer d so I abit don't like him bt now no le la:3 haha thanks for helping me counting stock for d first 2days as u say u more familiar mah ^~^now will talk abit le although sometimes I tend to feel he still don't like to talk to me maybe cause I talk d all nonsense :/ bt nice to meet u as a colleagues ah next time don't do experiment with red ants le la  >~<
do with dragonfly Lol Lol Lol..
♥Ka~vin
----->Okay meet him few days too, I agree I am racists I at first don't like him,okay my bad.
Lol end up now we do talk abit and we gossip about those customer haha.. nice to meet him.
So lastly I love my all this colleagues hope we will have more chance shedule work together♡♡♡

Now 17 means in another 10day is my big day.

A little update

♥today I don't feel like talking about my story.
Maybe I just have a normal blog post that update happen to me recently.
I have to apologize to Michelle due to tht time that issue really is not her wrg is just my mood very bad so her console is not what I want so i angry with her..
This month I start to stop being d one who put in more effort first as I am sick of it.
And about my mindset I should change,
Since things already happen so what for I think so much think also no use..so I will just continue walk.
No matter in future What I meet I should face.
Lol just get fired due to that shop no business boss have other plan so no area for me to work so wave good bye to me.bt good news I found another job as a perfume promoter, I hope everything went smooth..smiles.

童年。

Been seeing many blog writing about childhood.
I also follow ba..
Bt I write in Chinese cause my English cui sia..

当我还很小还是婴儿的时候，
因为家里不是很有钱何况我还有2个姐姐，就打算把我送出去。
在当时我爸爸的姐姐就把我抢回去给自己的女儿照顾因为她认为我是最后一个女儿应该留着，现在我叫她[婆婆]。
在当时我很幸福，
婆婆的女儿[妈咪]对我很好，
请保姆照顾我接我上下学，煮饭给我吃。
顺便付钱给校堂给我吃午休用的。
到了应该是我8岁的时候，
开始流行打电话听鬼故事听笑话热线，
我就打到电话爆。
她鞭打我，我就顶嘴说你不是我亲生的妈妈你凭什么打我，这句话伤了她的心，
我也后悔到至今。我真的不知道我是如何知道我的生世的。我的快了时光就过去了。
回到[亲生父母家]
时常遭到姐姐的欺负，打骂。
我不受疼爱，父母都不疼我
母亲也曾经打到我眼睛受伤
我母亲到现在还是一个贱女人，
到处都有男朋友，最厉害挑拨离间，
[婆婆]对她的好她也不感恩。
在学校里我也因为没人缘，
还有在班上睡觉而没朋友。因此为了讨好她们我在百货公司偷巧克力饼干于他们分享，有一天东窗事发被带到警察局。
到了一夜。从此[婆婆]就把我接回阿姨家。在哪因为我偶尔会自言自语，
还有很懒散，最后被送回[婆婆]家照顾
可是我[妈咪]没放弃我一直给我零用钱帮我买书。可是我还是没把书读好。
中3留学2年就退学了，不是我不能读，
是我无心读。
长大后，和姐姐的关系也慢慢修复，
当时我们都很年轻不是吗？
可是去年一场事件我们的亲情变质了。
我不知道能否回去可是我希望能。
就当是我23岁的生日愿望。
老实说我这一生过的真的很差很惨。
想想如果没有婆婆我会在那？
我感激她。
不要觉得自己最惨，因为你有没有想过外面有比我们更惨的我们至少能吃能睡。我们要懂得知足。

下一篇：感情 敬请期待

April

First blog of April..
Today is day 3 of April.
24Days to my big day.
It will be my 23rd birthdays.
I believe this yr it gotta be different.
Cause aft what happen last yr I dont think my sis will be there to celebrate with me this year.
I guess I be a loner.
What are my BIRTHDAY  wishes this year?
~LOTSA OF PRESENT.
~FAMILY BACK TGT.
~A MEMORABLE CELEBRATION.
you can buy me from hellokitty stuff,bags,make up to clothing bt strictly no food cause I gotta diet for now I plan for a changeover. if success u will know what will it be seems hard bt I will work hard for it.
As for relationship I have no rush on it,
I no longer looking for a playing love I wan someone whom can settle down with me accept all about me,accept my past love my present I can be myself and I don't need to change for them .
2Days ago one of my ex call me.
He ask me do I hate him?
yea I do hate him bt I hate myself more.
Bt I must be thankful to them cause without those lesson from all my ex I won't be now d me.
I now cherish every moment I am breathing,
Life is short I dk when I will be Leaving,
Maybe now maybe later.
so we choose to learn treasure and cherish.
For my current job I guess paywise is bad bt boss quite a good boss and understanding boss I srsly hope this job can last:)