Really unhappy day ..

today my mood is really very bad I  cry today I cant be more suey than this. Firstly Colleague was late I have to open myself meet alot of fuzzy customer end up i meet a customer very irritating one ask many questions end up another customer ask alot end up a guy customer teach her how to see izizt real one anot.end up both did not buy.
I am really very sick and tired today I wish to off I wish to leave early ..
Second I bought my favourite food for colleague bt they dont like it  even never touch it at all maybe is really not nice bt I just having a heart to share I actually hope they will like it..
I really feel hurts is like is ur tots ..
Thirdly colleague was chatting I was trying hard to join in to them bt I feel being left out,
I am like to talking to myself, maybe I think too much I cant just have negative thoughts , did they hate or dislike me?
Fourth I really dunno how to get along with human I tend to do wrg stuff, I tend to being lame and make ppl hate me bt my main point is trying to get close with them.
I hate myself really..
Fifth last min get trans off to tamp not I not helpful is just I am too tired my boss just cant spare a thought for me I plan to left early just I not yet tell him I have been sentence.
Believe me if I tell him I need some off I can't straight away work all d way to fri he wont let me off...I know him ...he just not someone whom put his thought to staff .
What he care is sales?money ? Whats more..
Really I am sick of life can I end it?
Anyway to end it without any pain?
I dunno what more I can do ...living is tiring 
Suit everyone is too tired..thinking what people view of u is sick.
Even u unhapoy acting u are happy is stupid
BT I believe if one day I am no longer there no one would rmb me ..
No one....from a unwanted family, to a loner...
I really dk y today I am just so emotional...

新的开始 。

来聊聊我的近况吧，
应该没人会来看吧。
在家休息快一个月了吧。
可是生病整整2个星期之久。
也发现最在意自己的也是婆婆吧。
在我生病时只有少数的朋友关心。
只有mr 乌龟和婆婆叫我去看医生。
还有谢谢乌龟被我骗来的凉茶赞助福利。
还有谢谢每天听着看着我唠叨
有你这名朋友真好。
好吧我承认我很倔强，
感冒发烧好时，咳嗽来报道，
自己啊不管婆婆怎样念嘴巴就是硬
都不要去看医生，一直觉得看医生没用的
最后因为咳嗽到不用睡才去看的。
现在全好了。
可是啊现在我们都在面临烟雾问题，
要好好照顾身体哦。
新的月份新的工作我希望一切顺心顺利。
现在发觉没钱是萬萬不能的，
这个世界太现实。
你会发现很多不方便。
所以真的该好好珍惜我赚来的每分钱。
天天没事做不是吃就是睡，还有看连续剧
从新戏看到旧戏可没闲着呢。
可是身材好像还好可是脸就真的越来越圆了。
也即将开始吃回duromine 了。
是一种要看医生才可以拿的药，
反效果蛮辛苦的，可是我要瘦下来没办法。
可是如果反效果我受不了我还是会停的。
希望成功。
好了我要我要睡觉了
晚安，等下再来写呵呵

Dont compare dont look down on urself

I wish I am pretty.
I wish I am same slim as her,
I wish I am richer Dan her,
I wish I have more bf than her.
We always compared compared.
End up making us upset
There is no ugly people in this world only have lazy people.
Even you have the prettiest look bt you have a very evil heart what for?
you are born in this way bt doesn't means u should just let it be,
Bt you have to pretty in the inner and outer. 
Then u can be proud of it.
What for jealous what for compared.
U are born in this way so accept it, if not work hard for changes,

If people say u ugly If people say u fat if people laugh at u,
Think back is them better Dan u?
Don't because what they say u ,then u get upset..
Cause you sure have one thing that u can win about..
Never look down on yrself.
One day u will become the swan. 
And don't u feel better if ur future bf and gf like and be with u because of ur bad points.
Don't change for others just change for  the better.
Love urself before love others.
Don't complain do ur best: )))

Single and attach

Okay I hope this post won't be too bore I guess it won't. Cause it is not a naggy post nor a life story .this post I am going to compare single and attach: )

What so good about single?
♥when you shopping you won't need to think what to get for him/her (save money and don't need to crack ur head by thinking what to buy^~^yeah! )
♥no quarrel no argument no breakup (yeah I love peace.and don't need to suffer  from heartbroken^~^)
♥no more friends saying `aiya you got bf no friend le la:@' (I have more time for Friends ^~^yeah! )
♥don't need report and you will be more freedom.(that means I can have more time for myself()
♥don't need whole brain thinking about stuff about her/him (means u won't suffer from depression too fast haha and u have more time to think about other stuff.
♥more time for family if not ur free time is always him him him her her her (boring life)haha
♥you can get attention from ANYONE and at least not feel guilty about it. You can date who you want when you want.. and just have fun!(don't need work worry he or she don't like)
♥your money is urs. U can spend on whatever u want.
♥can focus more on ur career studies all.(a good future).

What's good about attach?
♡Someone to hug u hold hand share with u when u are sad (even friends can )
♡someone to sayang u? (U got ur parent)
♡someone to date out(everybody can)
♡some1 to control u?(unless u are pervert)
♡buy things for them?(buy 4 urself better)
♡to quarrel? ( u siao ah )
♡someone to love u?
♡Oh Yea someone to msg day to night?
aft all this concusion I still can't find any goods to be attach.

So to all single don't rush into rs ah.
Slowly find one that worth it..
Hehe is just for entertainment no offends.

Last day at sd pte ltd.

It's been 2mth plus like that in this company.
Should say had been a good and bad experience.
For people whom going to say wow you changing job again uh.
Pls know the reason first before judge me.
This job make me know alot of new friend,
Kavindu, fafa,xinzhi, wenny,sebastian,Zhihao and others.
It had been a enjoyable moment working with you guys.
Rmb the first day kavindu and I start gossip about serena,
Rmb the days me and fafa relaxing at Raffles exchange.
Rmb the day when me and wenny relaxing over tm.
Rmb the day I know xinzhi and train his first day at novena.
Rmb that stupid Sebastian say y I so noisy boss still ask me work with them :/
Rmb the days when xinzhi, Sebastian, fafa gang up and bully me.
Rmb the say keep pester zhihao buy me chips.
Haha my happy and sad moment.
Tody will be my last day in this company,
I wondering when will we see again?
I know everything come with a start and end with a bye. Bt I won't miss this company only know the bestie i know here.
Lol hope i can find a better job soon.
Hehe.

THE REASON OF MY RESIGNATION.
First they send me down to incharge tampines bt they assign my greatest nightmare to work with me. SERENA.
Before that there is a time due to her voice disruption I forget to key in one sales. So I told her I will settle myself and I already Call and told him about it she somemore at the sales list and members list say key in by me.I don't understand both have fault as this sales is I help her to key in one I never wanna her to share my fault bt y she must me so over? times working with her her only jobscope is sell,so the rest is assign to the person working with her,she can have her meal in a own sweet time mode eat 1hr plus she also can sit whole day while if we do that I can't guarantee I won't get scolded.once I did try to talk things out with her bt she dw. When boss talk to her say don't push fault ard or target who must have teamwork she somemoee say she din and point her hand towards me oh yea this is a DIN to her.while she working of of 12hr 10hours of time she will be sitting while me have to stand up.we do stock must start count at 9 she can start count since morning.boss just say as long is easy for her to.we only can start closing at 9.45 She can close at 9.30.
take 1mth plus time to learn how to count stock making us do extra job.
Okay aft much suffer from her I decided to tell my boss I no longer can work with her pls transfer me out. Transfer me one wk out cause another colleagues also cannot tolerated her they ask me come back I cry I breakdown bt u know what my boss say?
He say every of u also dw work with her not only we hard we also also making their life hard.he say we don't have any right to judge her we are only working for him.
He say in his eye he can see her improvement there's more important. Oh ya so up to no choice I have to come tamp work .however she din improve now she still sit whole day, eat very long, still sell wrg price or key wrg price will blame me still if things is her fault she will end the sentence with I dk then u have to settle for her, the customer she serve u cannot serve if not she will use u faces.
Okay I am born for her to accused d.
I just cry few days back cause of her so I tender my resignation. Non of my boss stop me.neveemind it's okay I can find a better job I believe I can. I don't want to cry again cause of that serena.

NOTES TO MY COLLEAGUES.
♥KAVINDU IS GREAT TO KNOW U, U HAVE BEEN A CUTE GUY TO ME.WHICH COMPANY TO GOSSIP ARD AND HELPING ME IN WORK WHEN I ASK YOU TO:)
♡FAFA A CUTE AND SWEET GIRL,WHICH OFFEN GOSSIP TGT PLAY TGT AND LOVE TO BULLY ME I WONDERING WHY: /
BT WORKING WITH HER IS QUITE FUN D LEH BT SOMETIMES SHE DON'T LOVE ME BT I LOVE HER STILL.
♥XINZHI THE FIRST PERSON THAT I WORK WITH THAT IS A NEW COMER HAHA SO SWEET OF HIM BOUGHT ME MOCHI BACK FROM. HIS TW TRIP .
♡WENNY FIRST TIME I SEE HER IS SHE TOOK 1/2DAY OFF 2ND DAY I SEE HER SHE NOT FEELING WELL LEAVE EARLY 3RD I SEE HER WE LEPAK WHOLE DAY FRIENDLY GIRL :)
♡ZHIHAO A CONFIDENT GUY ALWAYS SAY HE IS HANDSOME, HAHA INDEED LOOK NOT THAT BAD HAHA.. OWE ME CHIPS BT YET TO RETURN EVEN BEFORE I RESIGNED HAHA. INTEREST ADDED.
♥SEBASTIAN HAHA A GUY WHICH I TOT I WON'T BE FRIEND WITH HE FIRST DAY SEE ME ALREADY HURT ME BY HIS WORD SAYING I SO NOISY Y ARRANGE TO WORK WITH THEM SEEMS A NORMAL WORK BT SAY FEW TIME MAKE I WANNA CRY LOR.
BT NOW HE IS ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIEND OR COLLEAGUES WHICH I CAN TELL HIM MY FEELING AND GOSSIP ARD:)

★☆thanks everyone I really do enjoy working with you Guys haha see if future have chance we can work tgt not: )love u all: )stay contact if possible ^~^

A post about my work :)

How long did I last blog?
Around a month I guess.
Now should blog about my work ^^
I have been working here for 2months.
I meet different kind of people: )
Working is fun. Bt sometime tend to get angry and sad about work.
Have been knowing fafa since first day of my work, we talk alot play alot we lepak tgt we gossip tgt we complaint and eat tgt <3.
2Nd person I meet during work is kavindu and matt.kavindu is kind of friendly hehe we can chat also.next is serena I really dunno how to face her, working with her I tend can't control my temper,
From the start she push blame to me, till she always non automatic going give people extra work I know she have change.abit  bt I just can't forget how she use to be~
next is ika not very close bt is someone I can work with joke with same suju fans hehe.next is wenny we eat snake tgt, joke tgt and lepak tgt.
Hehe and my student xinzhi huishan cousin too,hehe quite a quiet guy haha he say buy mochi back for me leh.dk got anot: 3
lastly is zhihao and sabestian.
Zhihao haha always claim that he is the most Handsome that I can ever seen haha haha he owe me potato chips.
Sabestian ah at first I angry him d lor cause he say I so noisy y randy still send me work with them:(somemore that time I wanna cry lor.. bt now okay liao..
He is wugui xiangsheng what haha.
Seriously I dk y working with almost all nth happen bt till serena.. hais.
I really hope things get better really..

Update:)

When otw home it's always some time that I can do some update.
So tmr is my off day again
Got to go nsc appt.
Bt no one could  company me go leh.
10.40Am is nth like working day right?
Still have to wake so early.
Today when I head out to work,
I saw a black cat we stare each other for quite awhile.
I believe everyone heard before black cat is unlucky.if u saw them means ur that day will be a bad one, bt eg china some country think is a lucky one.bt I guess today I am unlucky d.
Had a really bad mood today..
Towards work towards everything.
Okay I have been inform this wkend my boss will come test me about cashiering ,another thing is this wkend I be working with a China lady and a Indian boy.
Kind of scare I can't handle all..pray hard everythings goes well.
Am I really not a good friend?I start to wonder not all can accept my attitude.
I think some will just gossip behind me.
Okay back to work.

Today is consider d last day working with matt,
Cause he is taking leave 2weeks,I not sure if there's is chance we work tgt.cause by then I am not sure if I am still working here or if we will be shedule tgt not.really Very nice to meet him.
Okay I agree at first I really dislike him,
Cause talking to him like won't answer d very cold.when time pass we did talk, bt I and him seems can't really click very well compare to others Colleagues and him.
Sorry ah I keep talk nonsense as I really not good in talking so nonsense is d only way can make d silent mode feel better.I hope he  did not dislike me uh or hate me uh .. althru I tend to black face and bad mood bt I am harmless haha..
Okay la hope him have a nice trip to Japan and also all d best to his soon to be enlistment.
Thanks for guiding and helping me along in work.
I appreciate and thankful althru I did not say.

So now pray hard this wkend will went smoothly..
And I hope at least tmr I enjoy my off day.

Ps: I wan learn smoking la hu wan teach me haha: x

23 facts about me.

~My full name is: Ong mei ying
~23Year old this yr.
~I am a April baby.
~Height: 145cm
~A pink person.
~in love with hello Kitty.
~Don't eat vegetables.
~Stay with grandma.
~I not a pro in drawing eyebrow.
~Sensitive and over think person.
~I have 2dogs
~Temper is bad.
~Cry easily.
~My weakness points:friendship.
~Tend to feel lonely.
~Love my grandma.
~Seldom eat sweets.
~milk cookie chocolate or choco with nuts preferred.
~love to watch drama.
~Shoe size 35-36.
~hate backstabber and faker.
~Am a night owl.
~Always say diet bt never do.

Update abit again

Hi..
Today should be my 5th day of work.
So far so gd.
I getting use to it really fast.
Well till now I yet to meet my boss randy. .
Bt heard from math both Randy and strawbarry
Are really good I yet to really know.
Bt I hope what he say is correct.
Let me intro my colleagues.
♥My fafa
----->she is really friendly and we talk alot
From gossip to complain to update each others with news. Haha okay we very click d lorh
She is really a sweet girl rmb that day she say to me "I have her and she will sayang2 me".when I break down to cry regarding fs issue.
Rmb That Time we had a dare  haha so I dare, so she say will give bdae present leh..whether real or fake just really nice to have u as a colleague and as a friends.. I love you ♡♡♡♡
We also say haha if wan change job change tgt,
Next event also must work tgt.. I hope if one day we nt working tgt our fs will still lasts.
♥Math
----->okay been working with him for fews day,
Okay I agree at first I think he very dao:x talk to him won't answer d so I abit don't like him bt now no le la:3 haha thanks for helping me counting stock for d first 2days as u say u more familiar mah ^~^now will talk abit le although sometimes I tend to feel he still don't like to talk to me maybe cause I talk d all nonsense :/ bt nice to meet u as a colleagues ah next time don't do experiment with red ants le la  >~<
do with dragonfly Lol Lol Lol..
♥Ka~vin
----->Okay meet him few days too, I agree I am racists I at first don't like him,okay my bad.
Lol end up now we do talk abit and we gossip about those customer haha.. nice to meet him.
So lastly I love my all this colleagues hope we will have more chance shedule work together♡♡♡

Now 17 means in another 10day is my big day.

A little update

♥today I don't feel like talking about my story.
Maybe I just have a normal blog post that update happen to me recently.
I have to apologize to Michelle due to tht time that issue really is not her wrg is just my mood very bad so her console is not what I want so i angry with her..
This month I start to stop being d one who put in more effort first as I am sick of it.
And about my mindset I should change,
Since things already happen so what for I think so much think also no use..so I will just continue walk.
No matter in future What I meet I should face.
Lol just get fired due to that shop no business boss have other plan so no area for me to work so wave good bye to me.bt good news I found another job as a perfume promoter, I hope everything went smooth..smiles.

童年。

Been seeing many blog writing about childhood.
I also follow ba..
Bt I write in Chinese cause my English cui sia..

当我还很小还是婴儿的时候，
因为家里不是很有钱何况我还有2个姐姐，就打算把我送出去。
在当时我爸爸的姐姐就把我抢回去给自己的女儿照顾因为她认为我是最后一个女儿应该留着，现在我叫她[婆婆]。
在当时我很幸福，
婆婆的女儿[妈咪]对我很好，
请保姆照顾我接我上下学，煮饭给我吃。
顺便付钱给校堂给我吃午休用的。
到了应该是我8岁的时候，
开始流行打电话听鬼故事听笑话热线，
我就打到电话爆。
她鞭打我，我就顶嘴说你不是我亲生的妈妈你凭什么打我，这句话伤了她的心，
我也后悔到至今。我真的不知道我是如何知道我的生世的。我的快了时光就过去了。
回到[亲生父母家]
时常遭到姐姐的欺负，打骂。
我不受疼爱，父母都不疼我
母亲也曾经打到我眼睛受伤
我母亲到现在还是一个贱女人，
到处都有男朋友，最厉害挑拨离间，
[婆婆]对她的好她也不感恩。
在学校里我也因为没人缘，
还有在班上睡觉而没朋友。因此为了讨好她们我在百货公司偷巧克力饼干于他们分享，有一天东窗事发被带到警察局。
到了一夜。从此[婆婆]就把我接回阿姨家。在哪因为我偶尔会自言自语，
还有很懒散，最后被送回[婆婆]家照顾
可是我[妈咪]没放弃我一直给我零用钱帮我买书。可是我还是没把书读好。
中3留学2年就退学了，不是我不能读，
是我无心读。
长大后，和姐姐的关系也慢慢修复，
当时我们都很年轻不是吗？
可是去年一场事件我们的亲情变质了。
我不知道能否回去可是我希望能。
就当是我23岁的生日愿望。
老实说我这一生过的真的很差很惨。
想想如果没有婆婆我会在那？
我感激她。
不要觉得自己最惨，因为你有没有想过外面有比我们更惨的我们至少能吃能睡。我们要懂得知足。

下一篇：感情 敬请期待

April

First blog of April..
Today is day 3 of April.
24Days to my big day.
It will be my 23rd birthdays.
I believe this yr it gotta be different.
Cause aft what happen last yr I dont think my sis will be there to celebrate with me this year.
I guess I be a loner.
What are my BIRTHDAY  wishes this year?
~LOTSA OF PRESENT.
~FAMILY BACK TGT.
~A MEMORABLE CELEBRATION.
you can buy me from hellokitty stuff,bags,make up to clothing bt strictly no food cause I gotta diet for now I plan for a changeover. if success u will know what will it be seems hard bt I will work hard for it.
As for relationship I have no rush on it,
I no longer looking for a playing love I wan someone whom can settle down with me accept all about me,accept my past love my present I can be myself and I don't need to change for them .
2Days ago one of my ex call me.
He ask me do I hate him?
yea I do hate him bt I hate myself more.
Bt I must be thankful to them cause without those lesson from all my ex I won't be now d me.
I now cherish every moment I am breathing,
Life is short I dk when I will be Leaving,
Maybe now maybe later.
so we choose to learn treasure and cherish.
For my current job I guess paywise is bad bt boss quite a good boss and understanding boss I srsly hope this job can last:)

好难过的一篇

在写这个时眼泪已经都流出来了吧。
我讨厌成长因为成长就代表着我要面对更多的 。我真的不会面对。
长大就代表我要学会独立，
不能去依靠人，
成长后就要学会伪装，
在别人面前不让自己弱起来，
假装自己很开心，
假装自己很坚强。
假装没有人依靠我也能站起来。
朋友是甚么？
有人说朋友就是在你需要时陪着你，
也有人说不是朋友就会在你需要她的时候离开，
酱说的话我不是没有朋友吗？
我讨厌对感情于友情的付出，
因为我的付出是我的一厢情愿，
是我鸡婆是我笨还是
“我坚信着你对人家好别人也会对你回“
“我坚信着爱一个人要不留余地的付出“
记得给过某一位男友每个月一份礼物，
后来我中的是谴责，和他生气，
为什么付出也是我的错。
到底有没有人在意过我的感受，
还是只有我默默的注意着他们的感受。
如果我从此消失会有人注意到我吗？
或甚至为我流一滴泪，我累了真的。
成长真的弄到我很累，
我真的累了，真的泪了
我到底还能撑多久。
我到底还要伪装多久，
我要如何承受掉下来的千斤重。
现在的我什么都怕，
怕失去朋友，怕失去外婆
怕失去家人，怕失去健康
怕别人讨厌，害怕死亡
我对于很多事没有安全感，
我很好怕现在有的随时会消失
我会吃醋因为我在乎，
我不能承受在失去甚么了
我一定会疯掉。
总会想做么我会来到这个世界
有人说每个人的出现一定有一个原因。
可是我觉得如果我没出现对很多人都好吧。痛哭了一场感觉好多了。

Friends

I am not that kind of people have lots of friends..some friends will only appear when they needs my help some really busy till no time to contact me.. some backstab Me gossip behind me some seldom contact Bt once contact will be super close .
I am not perfect bt I am trying to be.
For friends I really cherished treasure I will do my bery best to keep it going.
for here I am going to say about few of my friends. ^_^

Shuhui:althrough aft that time that case we may not be as close as last times we may not meet out always bt I still love u as my sister my friend bt I hope not always I wan meet u jiu say meet go out clubbing ah..I quit drinking le k?haha

Paris: our friendship torn before and fix before I am glad we are still friend.
Althru we seldom contact bt I realize once we meet will become same crazy again.. I love u althru u hen qian da haha..

Kelly:althru we did not work same company lr bt I still rmb u are the one who company pass so many Angers sadness rmb anything just whatsapp Me I still love u like before okay?

Michelle & jeslyn:both like a small sister till we even create a grp chat to talk wit Natalie also.. thanks Michelle always listen to my nonsense and even I will sometime show u attitude u still okay with it as those attitude I will only do to my close friends,jeslyn so cute I guess we still need to get more closer k?

Queenie and kxmmie:you 2can pls tc of ur Body ma?haha we seldom whatsapp nor have alot contact bt I really loved u all..Queen I have something would like to tell u long ago just I don't dare till now.I am sorry that time airport attitude and angry u abit is just cause of some reason hmm mayb tell u when I see u hope u din take it to heart..I miss visiting u in work and talk.. love <3
kxmmie ah I miss ur hugs leh how ah?
Don't always too moody okay jy in ur studies don't cause of friendship stuff sad again le and kxmmie no matter when also pretty d

Kexin: haha my last to end this post
She ah at first not so close, till airport time then start to know her.girl don't always moody k?I almost everyday see friends if mean to leave den just let go u still have alot friends whom really love u,I also love you I also cherished the friendship we have.. knowing the fruitie family is one of my 2013 happiest thing.  
P's:hope u guys won't feel it naggy or what bt this is really how I feel.. is true and real I love u all: )although most of us hardly meet bt I really cherish u guys I do hope the friendship will last..really

爱情这可有可无的东西

好怀念我年纪小的时候，
无忧无虑的，
那时候没想过感情那么伤，
也好想好好谈个恋爱。
可是总遇到错的人，
对我好，很关心我我从不珍惜或喜欢。
觉得她他们很烦，
有想回如果那时候我有去尝试与他们一起或许结果不一样。
在感情路上跌跌撞撞，
我也没想过何时结束。
每段恋情我都是付出百分百
可是最后还是以结局收场。
以前认为爱一个人就应该为他改变，
付出一切，就能获得回报，
他也会一样的爱我。
其实真的很累，因为付出换来都是悲伤。总喜欢送他们小礼物可是到头来也不获感激，甚至有被骂过怪我害他被妈妈骂。感情这个可有可无的东西让我学会，感情是不能勉强的。表去寻找感情他会自己来找你的。所以现在的我
没在急于找感情我相信总有一天我会遇到对的人。所以那些还没谈恋爱的人不要学我，也好好珍惜如过你有爱你疼你珍惜你的人。

人心最恐怖

随着年龄的增加，
我以不是以前的我从前的我，
以前的我常常微笑，
常常很友善谁都想认识
现在的我讨厌就是讨厌
喜欢就是喜欢，
不介意少认识几个人，
因为我只是想认识我喜欢的。
经历过友情的背叛，经过以往的种种以不相信世上还有永久的友情，
谁都会离你而去，最亲的人都会丢下你。何况是朋友呢。
到底谁是可以相信的，
我不知道，我现在最相信自己，
因为自己是不会被弃自己的。
最讨厌双面人，在这可以跟你很好，
背后帮弄你的是非，做么不可以安静
造成那么多吵架你会开心吗？
现在的我不会，
我也只想珍惜我现在所珍惜的。
好了不要在怨天尤人，
现在我只想开开心心过我的每一天。

真的很感激你们

昨天是自从单身后哭的最惨的时候,
在这2位心里都认为我是个很开朗的。
所以接到我的电话真的吓到了。
一直安慰着我,听我讲发生了什么事,
你们放心我今天没事了。
我不会酱容易放弃的虽然自己也觉得不值得可是我有你们万事okay :)
或许你们不知道一样多可是至少在难过的时候我会想到你们。爱你们哦,
如果有心事或有事需要找人分享请记得我。哈哈.
回到正题我终于看到我的偶像了,
可是我却不想和她亲近,或许我不喜欢一个人就是不喜欢，可是不错大有收获认识了natalie和jeslyn一个就好像我奶妈一个就好像我女儿哈哈可是有了她们让我michelle过了一个很开心的一天。

Ps:
Oh my 天 my face can free of acne not?

最近的心情

刚从分手的伤好起来,
伤口已不那么痛了。
好了伤心事表说好一点,
最近被ah boy to men 王伟良电到,
哈哈都会去支持他的歌台,
我支持他不是因为他帅,他有他的才华。
从歌台跑上大银幕,从无名小卒 变成说到 lobang无人不晓的人物。
他走的路也不是很顺畅吧,可是现在他真的很棒能唱能跳能演,记得有人说追星这条路不好走或许到最后他也不会知道你是谁也有人说过他那里帅做么你会喜欢他呢,还有人说23岁酱老了还在追星啊?
我知道23岁真的很老了可是就是想支持他王伟良。
从一开始加入lobangisation我就在想admin  是个怎样的人,每次看到别人的tweet都会回我就在想她是不是不喜欢我呢?因为就没什么回我的。
都后来在粉丝见面会的前一天 queenie 就说不然我们来做个 fanboard 我想也好,
隔天遇到她没什么说到话可是知道她不是我想象中的凶,她只所以没回复我因为她真的很忙。直到前几天在罗美那就想顺便去把我涂的卡片和信交给她,渐渐熟络了起来,所以很庆幸认识了她加入了罗邦粉丝团。我还在粉丝见面会做fanboard时认识了michelle 我们还一起与另一个朋友一起排队一起拿到ah boys 的签名过后我们每天都会联络没有一天停止,有个有着共同的偶像谈着自己的生活是多么的好啊感谢我们能认识我们应该会继续这样吧因为我们会一直支持王伟良。对吧?最后一个kxmmie她表面很凶，第一眼就有点怕她，是去找queenie认识的，我们有共同的偶像"斯粉妮"因为她真的太可爱了一见她就笑二见她就哭。

很高兴认识她们 。从 ah boy to men 到 lobangisation 我认识多几位可爱的朋友感谢能认识你们 。
Queenie 生病了心疼着多多休息啊,和多点水 表累坏或病坏了不要管那个神经病的chickenwing无聊人还有啊我也是8个号码就会在你身边的，你的过去我不在可是你的未来多了一个我开心难过请记得我, Michelle 感谢认识你,小妹妹还好我们距离不大没代沟还可以有聊不完的话题我欢迎你常常call我还有记得你说过会来我做工那里找我的哦不然你鼻子会越来越长的，最后来一个kxmmie你的过去没我你的现在有我，现在你的朋友里有我所以就算在难过有我，也有你的水果家族所以开心点。我是爱你们的好吗?不知道友情会持续多久只想说我很珍惜你们。

Ps 我真的希望未来的伟良会越来越发光发热,我以 lobangisation 一份子为荣~
我说哪些伟良的小粉丝请你们注意安全表在马路乱跑还有对伟良礼貌点可以请粉丝maintain 一点吗追星没错可是不要弄到要送你们去神经病院的境界。感谢
本小姐正期待着ah boy to men 3^~^还有正期待着这个星期六能见到你们。

^_^

Taxi taxi 观后感。
做人 不要 hum hum 就好，
大家应该不管现在生活多么艰苦都不要放弃，
我虽然不是一个很好命的人其实我ji
Suay 一下的咯。可是我觉得有一天我就看到彩虹，有一天有人会爱上我的缺点接受我的一切在这之前我要好好的继续生活。
多谢一直在我身边的朋友没有你们我不知道我怎样了。

今年想达成或想做的事：
-换去iphone 5
-当个专为狗狗剪毛的理发师
-搞大我女儿的肚子
-去看心里医生
-还有不要在浑浑噩噩的生活了。

至于感情没男人不会怎样的，有就有，没有就没有。至于亲情如果可以我希望与姐姐可以和好不需要像以前那样好，只要没有恨存在。
对了希望2013我身体会变很好很好喔。
好吧有空再来部落格，现在要好好休息搽药和看我的戏了。。

感情让我学会的事

感情这个让人开心又难过的事
我从自己的旧恋情学会很多很多，
从前我以为只要给自己心爱的人他们要的，
就是对他们最好的，就算自己不喜欢
就自以为这个是爱他们的唯一法则。
到最后累的人，还是我。
以前不喜欢单身，可是现在其实还是蛮享受的哦。
当你们说分手时，我会哭的很惨很惨，
我以为和你分手很难，
其实越来越发现，其实我还是很坚强的。
我很快从你们给的悲伤站起来。
我被伤害到已经很习惯了，
或许现在也不敢爱了，我也不要太强求吧。
或许未来我会遇到我的命中注定的男人
就慢慢等咯，好过被伤害。
其实如果感情到了终点不放，会造成彼此的伤害，
这个是我常放的错误哦。
我相信有一天我会遇到一个不会伤害我的人。


请听:爱错

Lies

Why does "lies" exist?
don't they know every lies u say u need to find more lies to cover it?
We ask who can we trust?
In d end nobody can really trust.
As there are many things is fake.
Why can people even lies to their loves one,
People that they don't know or maybe friends.just to earn some benefits.
If lies get find out, suffer d also themself.
People no longer trust u, people leave u..
Life is such complicated.. which u and me cant easily understand..