today my mood is really very bad I cry today I cant be more suey than this. Firstly Colleague was late I have to open myself meet alot of fuzzy customer end up i meet a customer very irritating one ask many questions end up another customer ask alot end up a guy customer teach her how to see izizt real one anot.end up both did not buy.
I am really very sick and tired today I wish to off I wish to leave early ..
Second I bought my favourite food for colleague bt they dont like it even never touch it at all maybe is really not nice bt I just having a heart to share I actually hope they will like it..
I really feel hurts is like is ur tots ..
Thirdly colleague was chatting I was trying hard to join in to them bt I feel being left out,
I am like to talking to myself, maybe I think too much I cant just have negative thoughts , did they hate or dislike me?
Fourth I really dunno how to get along with human I tend to do wrg stuff, I tend to being lame and make ppl hate me bt my main point is trying to get close with them.
I hate myself really..
Fifth last min get trans off to tamp not I not helpful is just I am too tired my boss just cant spare a thought for me I plan to left early just I not yet tell him I have been sentence.
Believe me if I tell him I need some off I can't straight away work all d way to fri he wont let me off...I know him ...he just not someone whom put his thought to staff .
What he care is sales?money ? Whats more..
Really I am sick of life can I end it?
Anyway to end it without any pain?
I dunno what more I can do ...living is tiring
Suit everyone is too tired..thinking what people view of u is sick.
Even u unhapoy acting u are happy is stupid
BT I believe if one day I am no longer there no one would rmb me ..
No one....from a unwanted family, to a loner...
I really dk y today I am just so emotional...
来聊聊我的近况吧，
应该没人会来看吧。
在家休息快一个月了吧。
可是生病整整2个星期之久。
也发现最在意自己的也是婆婆吧。
在我生病时只有少数的朋友关心。
只有mr 乌龟和婆婆叫我去看医生。
还有谢谢乌龟被我骗来的凉茶赞助福利。
还有谢谢每天听着看着我唠叨
有你这名朋友真好。
好吧我承认我很倔强，
感冒发烧好时，咳嗽来报道，
自己啊不管婆婆怎样念嘴巴就是硬
都不要去看医生，一直觉得看医生没用的
最后因为咳嗽到不用睡才去看的。
现在全好了。
可是啊现在我们都在面临烟雾问题，
要好好照顾身体哦。
新的月份新的工作我希望一切顺心顺利。
现在发觉没钱是萬萬不能的，
这个世界太现实。
你会发现很多不方便。
所以真的该好好珍惜我赚来的每分钱。
天天没事做不是吃就是睡，还有看连续剧
从新戏看到旧戏可没闲着呢。
可是身材好像还好可是脸就真的越来越圆了。
也即将开始吃回duromine 了。
是一种要看医生才可以拿的药，
反效果蛮辛苦的，可是我要瘦下来没办法。
可是如果反效果我受不了我还是会停的。
希望成功。
好了我要我要睡觉了
晚安，等下再来写呵呵
I wish I am pretty.
I wish I am same slim as her,
I wish I am richer Dan her,
I wish I have more bf than her.
We always compared compared.
End up making us upset
There is no ugly people in this world only have lazy people.
Even you have the prettiest look bt you have a very evil heart what for?
you are born in this way bt doesn't means u should just let it be,
Bt you have to pretty in the inner and outer.
Then u can be proud of it.
What for jealous what for compared.
U are born in this way so accept it, if not work hard for changes,
If people say u ugly If people say u fat if people laugh at u,
Think back is them better Dan u?
Don't because what they say u ,then u get upset..
Cause you sure have one thing that u can win about..
Never look down on yrself.
One day u will become the swan.
And don't u feel better if ur future bf and gf like and be with u because of ur bad points.
Don't change for others just change for the better.
Love urself before love others.
Don't complain do ur best: )))
Okay I hope this post won't be too bore I guess it won't. Cause it is not a naggy post nor a life story .this post I am going to compare single and attach: )
What so good about single?
♥when you shopping you won't need to think what to get for him/her (save money and don't need to crack ur head by thinking what to buy^~^yeah! )
♥no quarrel no argument no breakup (yeah I love peace.and don't need to suffer from heartbroken^~^)
♥no more friends saying `aiya you got bf no friend le la:@' (I have more time for Friends ^~^yeah! )
♥don't need report and you will be more freedom.(that means I can have more time for myself()
♥don't need whole brain thinking about stuff about her/him (means u won't suffer from depression too fast haha and u have more time to think about other stuff.
♥more time for family if not ur free time is always him him him her her her (boring life)haha
♥you can get attention from ANYONE and at least not feel guilty about it. You can date who you want when you want.. and just have fun!(don't need work worry he or she don't like)
♥your money is urs. U can spend on whatever u want.
♥can focus more on ur career studies all.(a good future).
What's good about attach?
♡Someone to hug u hold hand share with u when u are sad (even friends can )
♡someone to sayang u? (U got ur parent)
♡someone to date out(everybody can)
♡some1 to control u?(unless u are pervert)
♡buy things for them?(buy 4 urself better)
♡to quarrel? ( u siao ah )
♡someone to love u?
♡Oh Yea someone to msg day to night?
aft all this concusion I still can't find any goods to be attach.
So to all single don't rush into rs ah.
Slowly find one that worth it..
Hehe is just for entertainment no offends.
It's been 2mth plus like that in this company.
Should say had been a good and bad experience.
For people whom going to say wow you changing job again uh.
Pls know the reason first before judge me.
This job make me know alot of new friend,
Kavindu, fafa,xinzhi, wenny,sebastian,Zhihao and others.
It had been a enjoyable moment working with you guys.
Rmb the first day kavindu and I start gossip about serena,
Rmb the days me and fafa relaxing at Raffles exchange.
Rmb the day when me and wenny relaxing over tm.
Rmb the day I know xinzhi and train his first day at novena.
Rmb that stupid Sebastian say y I so noisy boss still ask me work with them :/
Rmb the days when xinzhi, Sebastian, fafa gang up and bully me.
Rmb the say keep pester zhihao buy me chips.
Haha my happy and sad moment.
Tody will be my last day in this company,
I wondering when will we see again?
I know everything come with a start and end with a bye. Bt I won't miss this company only know the bestie i know here.
Lol hope i can find a better job soon.
Hehe.
THE REASON OF MY RESIGNATION.
First they send me down to incharge tampines bt they assign my greatest nightmare to work with me. SERENA.
Before that there is a time due to her voice disruption I forget to key in one sales. So I told her I will settle myself and I already Call and told him about it she somemore at the sales list and members list say key in by me.I don't understand both have fault as this sales is I help her to key in one I never wanna her to share my fault bt y she must me so over? times working with her her only jobscope is sell,so the rest is assign to the person working with her,she can have her meal in a own sweet time mode eat 1hr plus she also can sit whole day while if we do that I can't guarantee I won't get scolded.once I did try to talk things out with her bt she dw. When boss talk to her say don't push fault ard or target who must have teamwork she somemoee say she din and point her hand towards me oh yea this is a DIN to her.while she working of of 12hr 10hours of time she will be sitting while me have to stand up.we do stock must start count at 9 she can start count since morning.boss just say as long is easy for her to.we only can start closing at 9.45 She can close at 9.30.
take 1mth plus time to learn how to count stock making us do extra job.
Okay aft much suffer from her I decided to tell my boss I no longer can work with her pls transfer me out. Transfer me one wk out cause another colleagues also cannot tolerated her they ask me come back I cry I breakdown bt u know what my boss say?
He say every of u also dw work with her not only we hard we also also making their life hard.he say we don't have any right to judge her we are only working for him.
He say in his eye he can see her improvement there's more important. Oh ya so up to no choice I have to come tamp work .however she din improve now she still sit whole day, eat very long, still sell wrg price or key wrg price will blame me still if things is her fault she will end the sentence with I dk then u have to settle for her, the customer she serve u cannot serve if not she will use u faces.
Okay I am born for her to accused d.
I just cry few days back cause of her so I tender my resignation. Non of my boss stop me.neveemind it's okay I can find a better job I believe I can. I don't want to cry again cause of that serena.
NOTES TO MY COLLEAGUES.
♥KAVINDU IS GREAT TO KNOW U, U HAVE BEEN A CUTE GUY TO ME.WHICH COMPANY TO GOSSIP ARD AND HELPING ME IN WORK WHEN I ASK YOU TO:)
♡FAFA A CUTE AND SWEET GIRL,WHICH OFFEN GOSSIP TGT PLAY TGT AND LOVE TO BULLY ME I WONDERING WHY: /
BT WORKING WITH HER IS QUITE FUN D LEH BT SOMETIMES SHE DON'T LOVE ME BT I LOVE HER STILL.
♥XINZHI THE FIRST PERSON THAT I WORK WITH THAT IS A NEW COMER HAHA SO SWEET OF HIM BOUGHT ME MOCHI BACK FROM. HIS TW TRIP .
♡WENNY FIRST TIME I SEE HER IS SHE TOOK 1/2DAY OFF 2ND DAY I SEE HER SHE NOT FEELING WELL LEAVE EARLY 3RD I SEE HER WE LEPAK WHOLE DAY FRIENDLY GIRL :)
♡ZHIHAO A CONFIDENT GUY ALWAYS SAY HE IS HANDSOME, HAHA INDEED LOOK NOT THAT BAD HAHA.. OWE ME CHIPS BT YET TO RETURN EVEN BEFORE I RESIGNED HAHA. INTEREST ADDED.
♥SEBASTIAN HAHA A GUY WHICH I TOT I WON'T BE FRIEND WITH HE FIRST DAY SEE ME ALREADY HURT ME BY HIS WORD SAYING I SO NOISY Y ARRANGE TO WORK WITH THEM SEEMS A NORMAL WORK BT SAY FEW TIME MAKE I WANNA CRY LOR.
BT NOW HE IS ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIEND OR COLLEAGUES WHICH I CAN TELL HIM MY FEELING AND GOSSIP ARD:)
★☆thanks everyone I really do enjoy working with you Guys haha see if future have chance we can work tgt not: )love u all: )stay contact if possible ^~^
How long did I last blog?
Around a month I guess.
Now should blog about my work ^^
I have been working here for 2months.
I meet different kind of people: )
Working is fun. Bt sometime tend to get angry and sad about work.
Have been knowing fafa since first day of my work, we talk alot play alot we lepak tgt we gossip tgt we complaint and eat tgt <3.
2Nd person I meet during work is kavindu and matt.kavindu is kind of friendly hehe we can chat also.next is serena I really dunno how to face her, working with her I tend can't control my temper,
From the start she push blame to me, till she always non automatic going give people extra work I know she have change.abit bt I just can't forget how she use to be~
next is ika not very close bt is someone I can work with joke with same suju fans hehe.next is wenny we eat snake tgt, joke tgt and lepak tgt.
Hehe and my student xinzhi huishan cousin too,hehe quite a quiet guy haha he say buy mochi back for me leh.dk got anot: 3
lastly is zhihao and sabestian.
Zhihao haha always claim that he is the most Handsome that I can ever seen haha haha he owe me potato chips.
Sabestian ah at first I angry him d lor cause he say I so noisy y randy still send me work with them:(somemore that time I wanna cry lor.. bt now okay liao..
He is wugui xiangsheng what haha.
Seriously I dk y working with almost all nth happen bt till serena.. hais.
I really hope things get better really..
